Mood: sad
Reading: Beyond the Band of Brothers by Major Dick Winters
Watching: Harry Potter 4

So this past week has been .....interesting. I had LAE competition last thursday which for me was a complete mess. My team totally fucked up our crime scene invest. which and quite frankly embrassed the hell out of me. The Judges were from the KBI lab and one of them was James, my CSI instructor. The whole time all I could think was "great these are people I want to work with when I finish college and now they can see I'm a totally Fucktard". All I wanted to do was curl up somewhere and hide Which I did when the Awards was over with, and low and behold guess who finds me.........JAMES. Oi! I just can't win.

Then if things couldn't get worse I had to go to a funeral today. This past friday a fellow officer lost his twin sons. they were born prematuraly, one was alive long enough to be held while the other was a stillborn. The twins were their first children and they had been trying for a very long time to have kids with no luck. they were buried in the same casket and it was so small, so very very small. It's just not fair that they lose their sons while in the next room two Meth addicts have a Meth baby. Life just doesn't make sense anymore.

Rest In Peace Wyatt & Austin

Please pray for the Fischer family, for no parent should have to bury their children